Posts Tagged ‘Love’

When you decided to release your years of guilt, like an cutting your hair, you would feel lighter. I thought that was the case.


I think I won’t see you

Posted: September 21, 2017 in Nurse
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I think I won’t see you, even if our worlds almost collide.

Because I have this weird feeling of fear, a feeling I understood long before you replied to my first message on Messenger. I tried to kick it for months, but now it’s starting to cripple my senses. My eyes have already catch goosebumps on my skin that they suddenly turn dark. And my nose inhaled a fragrant so poisonous it could stop my heartbeat.

I am afraid I can’t see you.

Doing so would tarnish the image I have of you. You’re a nice person whom everyone sees as cool and vibrant as the summer sky. You have a great charge on whatever is in your hands. You keep on having the positive vibe despite hurricanes and tornadoes that come along. With your, ‘don’t- care- don’t- mind’ attitude, seeing you is my greatest fear.

So maybe it’s better if I’d see you from afar.

From a distance, I could catch a glimpse of your curious frown and smile. They mimick how you’d be when I am near you. I couldn’t stand watching you with those frowns and smiles, so much so that I am keeping myself from a galaxy full of sharps and blood.


I regretted crushing a boy’s heart. I knew his cardiac muscles were in so much pain no NSAIDs could lessen it. I made his confident shoulders sunk. I was disappointed and sorry for doing so. It was not my intention to hurt. I was afraid and I am here to explain.


“You are beyond beautiful.”

One of the phrase among the many compliments we received everyday has influence our perception.  Negative could make us sad and lonely.  It could lead to an overwhelming acceptance of compliments. Positive ones can make us smile and leverage the inferiority and lack of confidence in us. These compliments could covet a permanent mark to the receiver whatever type they are. So it is a matter of choice on how to deliver them.


“Where have you been?”

Most people are asking where have I been since I’ve been not active on Facebook for sometime. Well, for your information, Facebook is not the only place you can see me if you are eager enough to be with me. So why bother asking me? Some people just settle for a place because most people live in that certain place. Can you just go or make your own place?